Currently Craving: MORE cereal, why am i STARVING!!!
Last night i had my first, I'm a mom of a baby dream.
we'd had our baby and it was a girl and somehow she totally resembled Isabelle right after she was born. LOTS of black hair, but no korean features. the dream was essentially about me carrying around this tiny infant baby girl while there were some family events going on. (so she wasn't like immediately just born, maybe a week old) and at the end i was finding a quiet spot to nurse the baby. and that ended up being on my front porch (hmmm) and while i was dreaming i was trying to remember how to nurse, like i hadn't done it before in this baby's life, BUT like i had done it before in my life and i just needed to remember how to do it and how to remind the baby how to do it. we worked it all out and i woke up feeling pretty good.
i think that's a good dream and a good sign. i wasn't all freaked out and worried an anxious about this baby, i was just settling in and naturally being a mother. i have a feeling i've been a mother MANY many times before in past lives (if you believe in that) and it will all just come to me. hopefully i'll get an old soul baby too and it'll just click.
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I got an "old" soul baby and it did just click. She was born quickly, nursed easily, and cuddled right in. It was lovely. You deserve the same. I was blessed with you. love Mamaboo
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